![]() Girl I want you in my life cause you have made it better Or is it that we don't trust each other enoughĪnd believe, havin this child'll make us have to stay together Is this unprotected love or safe to say it's lustīustin, more than the sweat in somebody you trust Happy deep down but not joyed enough to have itīut even that's a lie in less than two weeks, we was back at it Through our trials and tribulations, child's eliminationĪn integration of thoughts I feel about the situation You had our child in you, I probably never feel what you feltīut you dealt with it like the strong black woman you are Seeing you as a present and a gift in itself You said you would be here when it rained I'ma use self control instead of birth control To think my homies who did it I used to joke about, from now on Must have really thought I was God to take the life of my son Nerve I got to talk about them niggaz with a gun Weekend visits and buyin J's ain't gon' make me a fatherįor a while bearing a child is somethin I never wanted to doįor me to live forever I can only do that through you I don't want to, go through the drama of havin a baby's momma Plus I wanted you to be raised within a family Havin a child shouldn't have to bring out the man in me I'm sorry for takin your first breath, first step, and first cryīut I wasn't prepared mentally nor financially To someone, my life for you I woulda had to leave You would've been much more than a mouth to feedīut someone, I woulda fed this information I read I look into mother's stomach, wonder if you are a boy or a girlīut she and I agree, a seed we don't need The start of somethin, I'm not ready to bring into the world Subconciously knowin the act I was a part of Knowin you the best part of life, do I have the right to take yours ![]()
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